Masterpiece : Lone Scars

no scars, no cry
it is just too blurred to be seen by you all
maybe i could say it's kind of hurt somewhere
just kept silent because I'm just nobody
nobody who people can't listen to me
nobody who standing still and keep on waiting
hoping, maybe someone could come near
but i realized doing that made people irritated

i did nothing
when they passed in front of me
while my heart hurt by
even i don' know where was being hurt
and who did it all to me
maybe you can call me loser
my big feature doesn't even present myself
worn out by the forlorn hope
that there will be someone be by me
now and forever, now and till when
and now monologue is the best for myself

so lonely
can i said like that when around here million of human walking by me?
but no one kept by my right and left
till the end of the road as my hope
you can said it's just a dream-like journey
whatever it is, don' dare to deny this
"no one stay by your side forever and hereafter"
perhaps they can sometimes slip in between
or perhaps not
if they do come, maybe not that long

all i could say
my hope is really dream-like
not anyone could make it for me
even my bff or maybe forever family
so all i can do is i should never fell like I'd falling
or loneliness is my friend
because I'm here for life and here i am
standing not falling
smiling not crying
just do better than yesterday and pray

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Masterpiece: Namely Heartless

Me and you, We are going towards the same pathway, It is the one and only sacred road that are paved in front of us, I can see, far away towards the end of direction, She is waving her hands and calling away a name, But, it is sad to hear her calling your name even its meaning is undoubtedly good to hear to. The first person to hear her call is me, Yet, her heart and her eyes did not even carved my name on the wall and the pupil, I look straight to her, she looks straight to you, Do not even realize that my heart is going towards the corner of its wall, Good enough to know that it just only breaks for a second of sight. My lips somewhat utter a word, answering her calling, Trembling in anxiety with a bit of courageous mind, Relying much for my heart to stay strong, Not going to take place my disappointment with also her gloomy eyes. Heartlessly she replied, without searching for my eyes, my shadow did not even catch her attention away, She is smiling towards y...

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Masterpiece : Pick Me Up

Way back home. I was crying, As I was waiting for someone, I knew I shouldn't do so. "Why today is so hard?" "Did I really okay today?" The reckless emotions kept disturbing my moods, Like the skies pouring their tears out to the earth, I spitted out all my tears wholeheartedly, Gloomy days were just making me wander around sad thoughts, About my soon-to-be-what choice, About the reasons I wandered around my life, About the decisions I'd ever made since adolescence, "Did all of them make sense?", my mind asking, And only tears could answer the talk of the heart. Waiting with patient, Sweeping my wet eyes, Glancing the seconds ticking since then, and there, he came. Ayah, you did come all along, With your tired face, you were smiling, Asking my whereabouts, my life, Cornering me with the caring side of you, Slipping me away from the hard life I had before. ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ Here, it was still raining heavily, Along with peopl...

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