Way back home.
I was crying,
As I was waiting for someone,
I knew I shouldn't do so.
"Why today is so hard?"
"Did I really okay today?"
The reckless emotions kept disturbing my moods,
Like the skies pouring their tears out to the earth,
I spitted out all my tears wholeheartedly,
Gloomy days were just making me wander around sad thoughts,
About my soon-to-be-what choice,
About the reasons I wandered around my life,
About the decisions I'd ever made since adolescence,
"Did all of them make sense?", my mind asking,
And only tears could answer the talk of the heart.
Waiting with patient,
Sweeping my wet eyes,
Glancing the seconds ticking since then, and there, he came.
Ayah, you did come all along,
With your tired face, you were smiling,
Asking my whereabouts, my life,
Cornering me with the caring side of you,
Slipping me away from the hard life I had before.
▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪
Here, it was still raining heavily,
Along with people and cars crossing them,
The road was already wet with the clouds' tears,
The sound of the raindrops on the windows kept me awake,
From the 'horns' of the furious drivers,
who could no more hold their tiredness,
From the laymen walking home from a bundle of annoying works,
From the business of the city with its people and also cars,
Brought me back to the reality of the day,
That the whole world was also exhausted,
For surviving for the whole day.
Having to work,
All that happened have purpose to be wondered,
"What good about now?"
"Am I being a good father till now?"
"How are my children doing by now?"
All that silent thoughts of you,
Before,
I'd sure not make any sense out of that thing,
Just now I realised, careless-me,
When you drove silently beside me late in the evening,
Relieving your aching legs and back.
Ayah,
Well done again today,
You've work hard again,
Because of you, that day became memorable,
Because of you, others could be comfortable,
Nothing could be wrong with just a bit mistake, right?
Don't despair of the God's mercy,
Surely He is the Merciful.
▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪
As I saw your face,
It just made me happy to be here today,
Living as a person,
What type of person doesn't really matter,
As long as I am your daughter,
I knew I will happy under your shade.
Later,
I will be waiting for you again,
Surely you will come without flinch,
You'll pick me up, right?
No matter wherever I'll be.
I knew you will.
18:57, 191216.
I was crying,
As I was waiting for someone,
I knew I shouldn't do so.
"Why today is so hard?"
"Did I really okay today?"
The reckless emotions kept disturbing my moods,
Like the skies pouring their tears out to the earth,
I spitted out all my tears wholeheartedly,
Gloomy days were just making me wander around sad thoughts,
About my soon-to-be-what choice,
About the reasons I wandered around my life,
About the decisions I'd ever made since adolescence,
"Did all of them make sense?", my mind asking,
And only tears could answer the talk of the heart.
Waiting with patient,
Sweeping my wet eyes,
Glancing the seconds ticking since then, and there, he came.
Ayah, you did come all along,
With your tired face, you were smiling,
Asking my whereabouts, my life,
Cornering me with the caring side of you,
Slipping me away from the hard life I had before.
▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪
Here, it was still raining heavily,
Along with people and cars crossing them,
The road was already wet with the clouds' tears,
The sound of the raindrops on the windows kept me awake,
From the 'horns' of the furious drivers,
who could no more hold their tiredness,
From the laymen walking home from a bundle of annoying works,
From the business of the city with its people and also cars,
Brought me back to the reality of the day,
That the whole world was also exhausted,
For surviving for the whole day.
Having to work,
All that happened have purpose to be wondered,
"What good about now?"
"Am I being a good father till now?"
"How are my children doing by now?"
All that silent thoughts of you,
Before,
I'd sure not make any sense out of that thing,
Just now I realised, careless-me,
When you drove silently beside me late in the evening,
Relieving your aching legs and back.
Ayah,
Well done again today,
You've work hard again,
Because of you, that day became memorable,
Because of you, others could be comfortable,
Nothing could be wrong with just a bit mistake, right?
Don't despair of the God's mercy,
Surely He is the Merciful.
▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪
As I saw your face,
It just made me happy to be here today,
Living as a person,
What type of person doesn't really matter,
As long as I am your daughter,
I knew I will happy under your shade.
Later,
I will be waiting for you again,
Surely you will come without flinch,
You'll pick me up, right?
No matter wherever I'll be.
I knew you will.
18:57, 191216.
Comments