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Re: Gonna Miss SEM 3



Dah dekat seminggu, sem 3 dah habis. Tak sangka sekejap je sem kali ni. Before ni, first sem kat uni tak adalah rasa sekejap sangat. Maybe sem ni Nampak agak busy dan packed. Core subject banyak sikit kali ni. Haha. Nampaknya sem-sem akan datang ni pun macam tulah. Apa yang aku boleh kata just ‘fighting’ ‘aku boleh buat’ even though penyakit malas selalu sangat menyerang. Even time study week. Cakap pasal study week, exam kali ni agak mencabar. Huhu. Sem lepas just baca je sebab bio ngan chem. Kali ni, physics, chem 2, math ngan rka. Macam apa je. Exercises memang sangat diperlukan tapi malas yang teramat sangat. Alhamdulillah, semuanya berjalan agak baik dan last day of examination week tu, paling puas hati *ok ni over-confident sikit*. Paper paling aku yakin adalah paper fardhu ain. Haha. Sebabnya aku baca dan masuk plak time exam. Actually, orang lain just taklah kesah sangat paper ni tapi aku macam fikir ‘aku kena pass paper ni’. Apa-apa jelah.
Sem 3. Sangat padat. Schedule dan juga ilmu maybe. Nak kata aku fully-scheduled punya student tak adalah. Aku bukan aktif sangat kan? Semua alasan je. Aku tahu. Just sem ni best la. Ada kemajuan. Instead of studying punya stuff. 

Ada satu masa ni, uni buat program macam konsert. Lagi baik persembahan nasyid? Ha…macam tulah. Aku nak la pergi sebab teringat zaman-zaman sekolah dulu*cehh*. Tapi seriously, tak tahu nak ajak siapa. Dormmate balik rumah kot so, aku pun ajaklah dalam dua orang kawan. Unfortunately, dua-dua tak boleh pergi atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Time tu sebenarnya aku dah ‘ter’beli tiketnya. Malam tu,*ok ni memang desperate* aku pergi la sorang-sorang. Dalam hati kata, ‘ok. Pergi je. Mesti ada benda baik Allah nak bagi ni.’ Dan memang tu apa yang aku dapat malam tu. Satu, memori zaman-zaman sekolah kononnya. Dua, memori dan nasihat yang sangat berharga. Terima kasihlah, grup nasyid yang datang. Bab cerita pasal mak ayah tu memang aku suka. Yes, ramai yang nangis. Huhu. Dan lagi satu, mungkin Allah tahu konflik yang aku ada before datang, ada seorang sis yang rajin menegur aku. Tapi, maaflah. Aku lupa nama dan coursenya. :’)

Ada lagi satu nak share. Hari sabtu pagi. Sebenarnya aku patutnya pergi satu kem ni, tapi rupanya salah tarikh. Hari tu asrama aku buat sukaneka. Aku nak la join sebab dah lama tak beraktiviti kan? Keseorangan lagi. Haha. Turunlah join. Time nak buat team aku masuk jelah mana-mana pun. Tak kesahlah, lagipun memang seorang je. Seriously cakap, aku tak sangka team tu supporting. Diorang geng tapi sangat menjemput aku dalam team *mungkin perasaan*. Thanks a lot guys. Even aku tak banyak cakap, diorang faham. Course engine semua tu. Ada satu game ni, kakiku terseliuh. Huhu. Tapi aku senyap jelah. Bukan game berat pun. Game bola beracun. Haha. Balik bilik kaki mula terhinjut-hinjut*betul ke bm aku ni? Dah lama tinggal*. Alhamdulillah, ada beberapa hamba Allah yang baik tolong bagikan ubat sapu. *aku tak pulangkan balik lagi -,-” * 

Sakit. Seliuh kaki. Demam panas satu malam. Bukan dalam satu masa la. Nak cakap terima kasih daun keladi sebab care pasal aku. Especially dormmates. Even tak tolong physically, aku tahu diorang care pasal aku. Thanks a lot friends. Even dua orang senior. Aku memang tak bagitahu orang aku sakit tapi korang nampakkan aku punya ‘lakonan’? haha. Bangun-bangun tu, ada orang kat sebelah tolong hulurkan Panadol. Macam tau-tau je XD Truly sincerely thanks. Even aku tak cakap pun. Sorry -,-‘’ Teringat plak time hujan lebat satu hari tu. Kilat memang sangat kuat. Dah tutup tingkap langsir bagai tapi tetap bayangan cahaya nampak dari dalam bilik. Insaf semua. Teringat malam jumaat plak dah. Huhu. Takut sampai duduk kaku setempat. Tak berani nak pegang apa-apa dah. Gerak pun tak berani. Mulut je dok bercerita time tu. Lawak la korang ni. Thanks for those moments.

Sebenarnya, nak cakap pasal moments memang banyak. Team works, assignments, talks, of course. Sangat banyak. Sangat berharga dan bermakna. Kawan-kawan pun sangat baik, tak tahu nak cakap macam mana dah. Thank you for all the time and moments we share together. I’ll cherish them always, in shaa allah. Sahabat-sahabat 02 ni, bila plak korang nak jumpa? Hihi ^^

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