why i always feel bored and lonely?
could anyone tell me please?
my heart seems confused with whatever i did
yes right, it's not okay
because the only thing i could do before
was just sitting in front of the mirror
like she had the same feeling like me
unlike others, she seems so cool with what she get over now
but just her smile could be seen from my eyes
no word comes out of her mouth
didn't she felt lonely?
i think it felt unreal somehow
about all the times i had going through right now
music and video, they did really well around me
whether it's a reality or a dream
i hope there'll always a companion for me
just one, and i could be cool truthfully
as before the feelings kept hidden beside the truth
going through with this loneliness is really hard
like running for a race, i felt tired without any sweat
just sit and stand still, they keep keen to watch
as if my existence is just reaching the starting line
not yet to start the race
why since few months till now i like to say that i'm lonely?
24/7 the time i have kept crawling and walking
till i reached the centre of the road
the scenery seemed to be a little bright than the first
tough to tell, but i could say that it's fine
as no one wanted to stay beside and against me
it's a relief that i'm now not getting hurt
having wound from falling down
having scratch from the run i've kept it straight
pray always for me who not knowing
the true direction for this long journey
beginner in the game of running instead of walking
my torn shoes did the first step even they looked dull
not being respected, you know well
people keep talking and pointing
maybe they like to painting black dye on their own faces
so that the drops are not getting onto my clothes
just do your own life, create the colour not the canvas
it's just a black board, nothing changes if you paint black dye on
starting to draw a white line but by others' hand
don't you felt ashamed with what you just did?
now i want to focus back
after handing back the devastated talk they gave
on and off, only if my mood is back to the arena
i will keep stopping and rest for a deep sleep
so that i can always recall my dreams
as if i kept forgetting, and do so
because i love to be on the right stage
not the dung after sky dive from nowhere high
but don't surprise and all better get ready
after that, i'll keep walking and rushing over is not my thing
because it's making me annoyed by the fuss
so let go of my hand if you are not in my team
could anyone tell me please?
my heart seems confused with whatever i did
yes right, it's not okay
because the only thing i could do before
was just sitting in front of the mirror
like she had the same feeling like me
unlike others, she seems so cool with what she get over now
but just her smile could be seen from my eyes
no word comes out of her mouth
didn't she felt lonely?
i think it felt unreal somehow
about all the times i had going through right now
music and video, they did really well around me
whether it's a reality or a dream
i hope there'll always a companion for me
just one, and i could be cool truthfully
as before the feelings kept hidden beside the truth
going through with this loneliness is really hard
like running for a race, i felt tired without any sweat
just sit and stand still, they keep keen to watch
as if my existence is just reaching the starting line
not yet to start the race
why since few months till now i like to say that i'm lonely?
24/7 the time i have kept crawling and walking
till i reached the centre of the road
the scenery seemed to be a little bright than the first
tough to tell, but i could say that it's fine
as no one wanted to stay beside and against me
it's a relief that i'm now not getting hurt
having wound from falling down
having scratch from the run i've kept it straight
pray always for me who not knowing
the true direction for this long journey
beginner in the game of running instead of walking
my torn shoes did the first step even they looked dull
not being respected, you know well
people keep talking and pointing
maybe they like to painting black dye on their own faces
so that the drops are not getting onto my clothes
just do your own life, create the colour not the canvas
it's just a black board, nothing changes if you paint black dye on
starting to draw a white line but by others' hand
don't you felt ashamed with what you just did?
now i want to focus back
after handing back the devastated talk they gave
on and off, only if my mood is back to the arena
i will keep stopping and rest for a deep sleep
so that i can always recall my dreams
as if i kept forgetting, and do so
because i love to be on the right stage
not the dung after sky dive from nowhere high
but don't surprise and all better get ready
after that, i'll keep walking and rushing over is not my thing
because it's making me annoyed by the fuss
so let go of my hand if you are not in my team
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