can i escape?
when others are happy with their wonderful life,
when people are busy working, day and night,
when my friends are freely enjoying their teenage,
how could i make my way to go away from this fantasy?
getting tired of the curses i get every single day,
i thought no one was trying to understand me, what i like to do,
even though i claimed myself as nobody,
it doesn't mean i am a reckless ruckus living badly in the bushes,
it doesn't mean i don't own people's attention,
man up is also one of my dream,
getting old is also my soon-to-go-through timeline.
i am alone, cornered myself in this small room,
writing my unheard story like an unknown author,
quoting the lines, listening to my favourite playlist,
does these sad songs my only friend?
why i am getting annoyed by the same word?
when others always call me 'rubbish-like kid',
when time keep ticking, when my timing is always off,
during my hard times, when ordeal keep coming,
i wish there's someone want to ask me,
"are you willing to run away together with me?"
against the wall, i'm sitting in miserable,
dark, empty, the spaces are getting blank one by one,
like my crumpled heart, i also wanted to shout out my voice,
of course, the other side wouldn't hear my cry,
but one day, who know maybe someone would like to come,
accompany me by my side, always there,
to listen to my unfinished story i haven't told yet.
getting trapped like this in lost,
imprisoned by the others' prejudices,
i know being invisible wouldn't make situation worst,
but isolate myself from people's sight,
i couldn't bear the pain i've endured anymore,
i wouldn't hold grudge anymore,
i'm going to let it all out and reset my mind.
what i'm going to do, don't ever mention about it,
because there's no one knows what the future could bring,
like jumping off the cliff, i don't know what's await me down there,
even my heart tensed up, even my eyes couldn't bear,
get caught today and change tomorrow,
couldn't i do the same like that?
i wish tomorrow will bring light for my dark life.
when others are happy with their wonderful life,
when people are busy working, day and night,
when my friends are freely enjoying their teenage,
how could i make my way to go away from this fantasy?
getting tired of the curses i get every single day,
i thought no one was trying to understand me, what i like to do,
even though i claimed myself as nobody,
it doesn't mean i am a reckless ruckus living badly in the bushes,
it doesn't mean i don't own people's attention,
man up is also one of my dream,
getting old is also my soon-to-go-through timeline.
i am alone, cornered myself in this small room,
writing my unheard story like an unknown author,
quoting the lines, listening to my favourite playlist,
does these sad songs my only friend?
why i am getting annoyed by the same word?
when others always call me 'rubbish-like kid',
when time keep ticking, when my timing is always off,
during my hard times, when ordeal keep coming,
i wish there's someone want to ask me,
"are you willing to run away together with me?"
against the wall, i'm sitting in miserable,
dark, empty, the spaces are getting blank one by one,
like my crumpled heart, i also wanted to shout out my voice,
of course, the other side wouldn't hear my cry,
but one day, who know maybe someone would like to come,
accompany me by my side, always there,
to listen to my unfinished story i haven't told yet.
getting trapped like this in lost,
imprisoned by the others' prejudices,
i know being invisible wouldn't make situation worst,
but isolate myself from people's sight,
i couldn't bear the pain i've endured anymore,
i wouldn't hold grudge anymore,
i'm going to let it all out and reset my mind.
what i'm going to do, don't ever mention about it,
because there's no one knows what the future could bring,
like jumping off the cliff, i don't know what's await me down there,
even my heart tensed up, even my eyes couldn't bear,
get caught today and change tomorrow,
couldn't i do the same like that?
i wish tomorrow will bring light for my dark life.
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