Engrossed by the teary raindrops on the window,
my heart was also tearing down by the closing door,
like a child's losing her mom, I thought I also like that,
the last person had just now leaved me alone, like that,
sitting in the train, waiting for the next station,
like a stone, my heart was sinking, deep with full of heartfelt.
After hue and cry, again today,
we met under the same roof instead of the same sky,
like already one year ago I've not telling story to you,
the situation began with awkwardness for you too,
my consciousness to that first time always 'untuned', sorry to say,
my heart was also tearing down by the closing door,
like a child's losing her mom, I thought I also like that,
the last person had just now leaved me alone, like that,
sitting in the train, waiting for the next station,
like a stone, my heart was sinking, deep with full of heartfelt.
After hue and cry, again today,
we met under the same roof instead of the same sky,
like already one year ago I've not telling story to you,
the situation began with awkwardness for you too,
my consciousness to that first time always 'untuned', sorry to say,
but from you, the light started to wipe the darkness on my face.
Wait for me and I'll always do too,
I believe in you to the infinity and beyond,
if your legs hurt by the long steps and your eyes seem heavy,
laid your head on my shoulder, cause I'll be beside you,
close your eyes and wonder, if I'll be in your dream,
grab my hand and make me yours for today,
let me be in your dream, maybe tomorrow you'll be in mine.
By the street, I could see through your eyes,
they looked so happy that even mine was not so shiny,
as yours, you always show your interest to me,
bit by bit, my smile could caught passing through the people,
I thought like maybe miracle's about to happen today,
as rarely your touch and words caught my attention.
From two, I felt like one,
the distances kept us apart but the hearts kept us together,
like we were walking side by side, throwback,
wherever we go, your name always being said again,
time by time, I felt like the memories kept unfolded,
one by one, I felt like watching the re-run of a movie,
a happy but sad movie.
Freaking honest, I am missing you,
beyond doubt, I will not forgetting you,
to the infinity and beyond, to the moon and stars,
though not even one picture I captured, all that kept saved in my mind,
though I was not talking my feelings, I'll keep you know,
though my face wasn't showing anything, my eyes said so,
that I concerned about you and always do,
like there's no other, you'll be my friend till the heaven.
These moments, I hope I could make a movie,
about friendship and worth it, about me and you,
so that we could watch it again later, when we grown up,
unlike any movie do have its ending, neither good nor bad,
I want to make mine keep lasting forever,
cause I am so sick of the goodbye you keep saying,
and I am so done with the meeting being called last meeting,
like there's no tomorrow where we could see each other,
but who know how tomorrow will go?
By these pages, I write our memories,
in case I'll forget this, I'm going to read it again,
maybe not you but I, could still get through these moments,
as if my days after today keep me down,
these pages could cheer me up, high to the sky,
as if you'll again reach my hand in your dream,
like before, that you showed to me, your heart,
if these hope really say true, let's fly with me over the clouds.
credit to: 02 'annisa :)
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