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*throwback*

           Teringat pula kat kawan-kawan aku kat sekolah dulu. haha. baru seminggu lepas jumpa diorang kat sekolah time ambil result. tak sangka kawan-kawan aku dah besar-besar semua. boleh la. cerita pasal buat apa je kat rumah. cerita pasal belajar kereta. cerita pasal nak ambil course pe kat universiti nanti. beberapa bulan je lagi nak masuk uni. amiin... sentiasa doakan untuk diorang dgn aku sekali la.

            Time kat sekolah, ada kawan ni gaduh la gak. sampai tak cakap pape sesama sendiri. gaduh la kan? hehe. bukan nak cakap pe tapi diorang dah banyak kali minta maaf tapi cakap still macam tu. ambil result pun rasa awkward still ada lagi. biarlah. asalkan tak ada terasa hati ke, marah dengan orang ni ke.ye?

            Masuk sekolah sangatlah rasa blur time form 1. just 'owh..ok..aku masuk asrama...so what?' hehe. lebih kurang macam tu la gak. kawan sekolah rendah seorang je perempuan yang dapat sama asrama. berkepit je awal-awal tu. sorry la ye seorang tu :) dah lama-lama, ada la beberapa kawan satu kelas yang rapat. sampai sekarang dan in shaa allah bila-bila. hehe. sampaikan aku dah lupa macam mana first time kitorang kawan.

             Ada la time form 4 kalau tak silap, satu kelas buat macam luahan perasaan. perempuan je. ada la seorang ni, dia kata bergaul la dengan orang lain. tu part kitorang kena tulias pasal yang buruk la. maksudnya yang aku faham la : join la budak lain, jangan dengan kawan yang aku rapat je. aku memang seorang yang agak pendiam if dengan orang yang aku tak biasa. tapi if dengan orang yang aku biasa, aku memang sangat ok.

             Prinsip aku mungkin. kawan biasa-biasa biar la ramai if boleh, tapi if kawan rapat yang mungkin aku boleh panggil 'sahabat', aku memang kalau boleh nak loyal. betul-betul buat dia macam kawan. sebab sebenarnya dulu aku agak 'kuno', tak ada fb, tak ada la media sosial ni semua. masuk sek. men. terus lost contact. so sebab tu la aku tak nak jadi macam dulu. ok?

             Alhamdulillah...masuk sekolah banyak benda aku belajar. masalah banyak tapi boleh handle la. dah habis belajar kat sekolah pun. keluar sekolah, banyak benda yang dulu aku tak suka tapi sekarang aku nak sangat buat. time adik aku buat kerja sekolah, aku kata nak tolong. teringin nak buat balik. hehe :)

       " Two people I'd be beholden to yet, to be appreciate in school 
                            are teachers and friends. 
            In times of me, wondering the life, there goes my teachers.
                     In times of worries, there goes my friends. "
           

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